pukul 3 sore

sedih af, tapi ga tau kenapa

Pukul 3.30 pagi

pusing banget

karena americano tadi malam.

I WAS MADE FOR LOVING YOU (Tori Kelly Feat. Ed Sheeran)

a dangerous plan, just this time

a strangers hand clutched in mine

i'll take this chance, so call me blind

i've been waiting.. all my life

please don't scar, this young heart

just take my hand....

i was made for loving you

even though we may be hopeless hearts just passing through

and every bone screaming i dont know what we should do

all i know is darlin’ i was made for loving you

hold me close through the night

dont let me go, we'll be alright

touch my soul and hold it tight

i've been waiting.. all my life

i won't scar ur young heart

just take my hand......

please dont go, i've been waiting so long

ohhhhhh you don't even know me at all

i was made for loving you

P.S :

suka banget sama lagu ini, liriknya sederhana aja

tapi pang buat para young heart diluar sana include me, lagu ini mengena dihati

ed sheeran memang hebat bikin ginian

sadar ga sih dilagu-lagunya dia itu kalo ngungkapin cinta tu indah betul

ga cuma kaya 'i love you' gitu doang loh rasaku

hebat ya

kalo bisa ketemu dia aku mau tanya "eddy, inspirasi lirikmu ini dari mana sih? sering pacaran atau kamu hanya menghayal lalu di hayati?" 

CONFESSION

i started with "this night"

hang out with somebody who comfort you was really faedah

we talked much about "live a life" and got a point 

firstly, i took a test of psychology 'bout your personality

at that point the result is im the kind of entertainer

cant believed that

really..

2ndly, my friend asked us  mmm "like sympathy-emphaty question about what will you do if your friend end his/er life"

blablabla we debated

however, i knew now why i never had someone besides me

i mean like bf-love-thing or whatever you call it

"such a drama queen and i got scared of it, i need love" i said

she answered me "no your not, you just still cant find someone that match your personality"

"i hope so" i really meant it

then, i thought "ah this is it" 

besides girls, i just had 2 boys that maybe my close friend

X1 is  my truly close friend, X2 became my cf caused we had same "person" between us not because we knew each other from elementary school or we already in it, got it?

what about the other guy in this planet? 

back to what i said before "such a drama queen" (pengertiannya bukan lebay)

realized that im not a good person is the big problem than my ex-you-know-what-i-mean, thats why right? sometimes i got closed with someone but not too long, and i also that 'hello goodbye person'

actually im o.k with that

scare or not i still dont know yet

maybe 2 weeks later when i read this post, i will feeling ashamed

why i wrote this xxxx huffftt

if you read this, let me know what you think about me if its ok of course

dont let the comment below, please email me rahmasays@gmail.com 

but i thought it wasnt necessary for you hahahaha

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